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♥Monday, September 27, 2010

Monday, 27 September 2010
I decided on my Ideal Guy already.
Thanks to a certain someone :)
I still have the list and the kind of person in mind.
I shall keep it a secret from everyone.
Nobody can make me say anything.
Even if you blackmail me, I'll use something to blackmail you too.
Easy said.
Haiz.
I was reading some story about soulmates thats why I posted.
My primary 2 cousons already have countless girlfriends and boyfriends.
Good for them.
They actually have people that make them happy and complete.
I bet I won't have any at all.
I'm sure.
100% sure.
Not fair.
Nevermind, I'll just be alone.

If only.......

Remember me and smile, for its better to forget than remember me and cry.
Don't find the time to cry for me, don't find the words to speak for me, don't find the nerve to feel for me, just get the fuck away from me.

held on at Monday, September 27, 2010

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Still can't forget Sunday.
Sundays are the best days of my life.
I bet you don't know the reason do you?

Sunday, 26 September 2010
Religious school.
Woke up at 6am then prepared.
By preparing, it means, ironing my clothes and scarf and pack my bag too.
Ate breakfast and played com for a little while before taking the LRT to Bangkit.
Missed the first train so waited for the next train.
At least I didn't reach late.
Studied bout some religious stuff until 9am.
Had RECESS.
I love RECESS at religious school!
The food is AWESOME and its only $1.
Screw WSSS.
Money-eater.
Played with Lizzy during recess.
And until the end of school.
Was fun.
The ultimate gangster was here today.
*cheers*
Pinky was busy swinging Lizzy around when something interesting happened.
Lizzy hit the clock.
The clock fell.
And broke into pieces.
Lols.
Can still remember his expression and face when he broke the clock.
Hahas :D
He got the guts to blame Lizzy for that.
Not as if I took offence or anything.
But if someone else like Nicholas blamed Lizzy, I would get a little pissed.
Don't know why I react neutrally.
Maybe I'm just nice.
Back to topic.
Pinky claimed he wouldn't wanna play with Lizz anymore.
Guess what?
He ended up playing Liz AGAIN!
Lols to him.

I guess my Lizzy is really popular.
Especially among the guys.
Maybe they're just like me.
The fun and prankster kind of person.
Continued studying book 11 while playing with Lizz.
Teacher asked some questions to everyone.
"What do you do when you are stressed?"
"How long does it take for you to forgive someone?"
Everyone gave great answers.
Especially Pinky and GangsterGuy :)
The hardcore people...
Doraemon shared some sad stories with us concerning her life.
Incidents which made her utterly sad and events that made her cry.
Boohoo.
As if I don't have that in my life.
Doraemon and Pinky's sharing session made me almost want to cry.
In the outside, I might have looked neutral but inside I swear I was crying buckets.
Hahas.
Pinky's story was really,really sad.
How could they do this?
And whats wrong with them?
Maybe I'm acting this because I'm biased?
Hahas.
But Pinky's story is very similar to what happen in my life.
Hey Pinky, your stories are always interesting.
I wanna have that kind of life, too.

Hey Pinky, you just have interesting things to share, huh? Those who are close to you are really lucky. But it doesn't mean they can read who you really are inside. Hah, you're on the same boat with me. Don't we wish to get away from all this stuff? You really made an impact on my life, you know that? I'll just say Don't change who you really are to protect yourself or else you won't be able to find your true self anymore. Thank you Pinky, for giving me joy in a way others have never did.

Deep in my heart I'm concealing things that I'm longing to say. Scared to confess what I'm feeling - frightened you'll slip away

I'm tough, ambitious, and I know exactly what I want. If that makes me a bitch, okay

Sometimes you have to be a bitch to get things done

held on at Monday, September 27, 2010

♥Thursday, September 23, 2010

This is seriously lame.
I just posted and here am I, posting again.
Just wanted to post some quotes.
I really am super interested in quotes now.
Any kind of nice quotes.
Can be about life, freindship,sadness,pain.
Heck, I even collect love quotes!
Lols...
Won't be too talkative now.

Quotes

You are not dressed for the day until you wear a smile.
Even thousand hearts would be too few to express all my love for you.
Anger is a wound gone mad.
You haven't lost your smile at all, it's right under your nose. You just forgot it was there.
When someone loves you,the way they say your name is different.Ypu just know that your name is safe in their mouth.

Well, here's my favourite one....

Tell me I'm clever, Tell me I'm kind, Tell me I'm talented, Tell me I'm cute, Tell me I'm sensitive, Graceful and wise, Tell me I'm perfect-- But tell me the truth

held on at Thursday, September 23, 2010

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I've been posting a lot this week .
Maybe its coz there's too much drama going on.
That's why my life is like this.

Thursday, 23 September 2010
Went to CCK Polyclinic straight after school.
Reached at 3.55pm.
The registration closes at 4pm.
Lucky me.
Went to register.
Sat for less than 5 minutes.
Then got called into room 26.
Chatted with the doctor.
According to him, my condition wasn't serious at all.
Lucky me.
However, if anything bad happens, I have to go there again.
Or maybe have to go hospital.
Unlucky me.
Hey, in the first place, it wasn't even there.
So how come it suddenly appears like an unwelcomed intruder?
GOSH!
Continued chatting with the doctor.
Then bade farewell.

Next, went to the pharmacy.
God, I LOVE THAT PLACE!
First, went to pay for my fees or bill or whatever they call it.
I forgot the correct term for the word :X
Since I didn't need medicine( coz there's no medicine for it), my doctor consultation fees were only $5.
That's super cheap! :)
Then since my mother wanted to buy some calcium pills, I just followed along.
I was so freaking amazed at the products there.
There were so many kinds of pills sold there.
From, Vitamin C to Vitamin E to Calcium pillls, I think they have almost everything.
Mother bought me some pills coz I asked for it.
There were so many interesting things that I really felt like buying.
Only that I don't have the money to do that. -.-
I really am a spendthrift.
Always feel like buying things that are sometimes not necessary.
Can't blame me.
I just have the urge to buy those pretty and interesting things.
And I just love buying stuff!
Including clothes, earrings, food, and other things!!!!
That's why I LOVE presents.

Sometimes I just wish that my money can grow just like how I grow older every year.

held on at Thursday, September 23, 2010

♥Monday, September 20, 2010

Its still Hari Raya!
My 1st brother's friends are coming next week or is it this week?
I forgot :X
My mother asked if my friends were coming or not.
She said I could bring my friends here.
Whether if they're Malay or Chinese.
Hmm...
Should I invite my friends to come to my house or not?
It won't hurt if they come right?
Then I'll just ask them later.
Had never invited my friends before thats why.
Signing out with still no decision made.

Should I or should I not?

held on at Monday, September 20, 2010

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I originally let everyone see this blog.
But coz some people might blab to other people, I took some necessary precautions.
Enough of all this talk.
Now this is what happened today...

20 September 2010
There wasn't anything fun during the lessons before recess.
However, shall still talk bout it.
PE was totally boring.
Just a question.
Can I pretty please pull out from the bloody damned relay?
Gosh.
Slacked through the whole History lesson.
Now MinChyi knows how is it to sit near that kind of people.
Well, its still fun.
MT was utterly boring with the teacher nagged bout lousy compositions.
Felt like putting in earplugs.
Or maybe just skipped her lesson.
Skipping her lessons would be AWESOME!
Art as usual.
2 words.
REALLY BORING!
Don't care about whatever shit she says.
:D
Whoops, am I teaching you all the bad stuff?
Too bad then. Don't get influenced by me.
Coz I'm a real baddie.
Then math.
Here comes the most weird+funny+interesting+annoying part.
Apparently, MingSheng claimed that he like Georgean and he wants to stead with her.
Weird and funny right?
He even gave her a love letter and kept asking her if she would accept him.
She already has Shawn, Adib, Nifail.
Today got another one.
That's what I call interesting.
Oh, I forgot.
Georgean also has her sec 5 lover.
Her love luck is SO good.
For the annoying part, some one told her about the sec 5 idiot.
She said a NCC guy in 2A told her about him.
There's Nicholas, EngHong,YongSheng,WeiDa and David.
So which bloody idiot was it.
I bet that guy has a death wish.

I will find out.

held on at Monday, September 20, 2010

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BACK!
There's lots of thigs to post but I'm not sure if I can post everything!
Let's start with yesterday...

19 September 2010
Brought Lizzy along to religious school.
Wore Hari Raya clothes to school.
Purposely wore pants to school instead of the long,long skirt.
With my black and green scarf and my black bag and my silver sandals, I was good to go.
Reached there, went to class 3A for our celebration.
Yeah, celebration.
There were drinks, kuih, and some noodles there.
The food there was nice :D
Watch some videos and the teacher told us about the learning points.
Played a LAME game also.
Its called "Guess The Kuih".
Its so easy.
Even a first-grader kid will know.
I think.
After all the BORING things(except the part about food), went back to our own class.
Guess what, MinChyi?
The fire boy's class is 2C.
Just beside my class!
In class, we were supposed to study.
But, since my class is such a JOKER class, my form teacher gave us permission to play.
Thats what you get in a joker class.
More laughter, more interesting and more fun!
Took some class photos with only 7 girls, 3 guys and our teacher!
Those who came:
Guys: Aidil, Pinky and Ruswanto
Girls: Aryanty,Shakilah,Khalifah,Namirah,Naiyirah,Hibbatul and ME!
Lizzy received lots of love that day.
A lot of people especially the guys found Lizzy interesting.
Lizzy was passed around from one person to another.
I shall take it as a good thing :D
Played some games: Truth or dare and Blow wind blow
LRT-ed home.

I LOVE MY RELIGIOUS CLASS!

held on at Monday, September 20, 2010

♥Saturday, September 18, 2010

Hey y'all.
Expected to see more posts?
Well, sorry.
Got lots of extra interesting things happening but was too lazy to share.
I'm too selfish and don't really like to share.Lols.
My first post is gonna be about......
You'll find out later....

17 September 2010
The last CCA of the term.
*sobs*
There are activities after the EOY exams but technically, this was supposed to be the last CCA.
Sad but true.
Went for an unbelievable outing!
Dialogue In The Dark!
Just the name radiates curiosity.
It was one hell of a enjoyable, fun and thrilling trip.
Since the Dialogue In The Dark was at Ngee Ann Poly, we had a short bus trip there.
Upon reaching, we were introduced to a guy and a girl.
Forgot their names :X
But still remember vividly that I wanted to punch the guy!
Had some warm-up games before going for the DITD activity by 8s.
The sec 3 seniors plus ms koh went first.
Second was Georgean's group.
You could guess that mine was last.
Grouped with SiRong,MinChyi,YingYin,HuiLin,QianHong,Carol and Celine.
If only Atok Nisa was here with us....
She had to stay in school for the freestyle drill thing.
Amazing right?

Back to the topic.
Throughout the whole DITD activity, I was helpless.
Just had to depend on others to help us.
Gosh, I really respect the visually impaired now.
Since we have always depended on light for our entire life, a totally dark place is like a different world for us.
We mostly got help from out guide, Evangeline who was visually impaired.
They are experts in the dark.
They can even drive in the dark!
From what I had gone through, having everything isn't everything.
We have the light and our eyes to see compared to the visually impaired.
But its not everything.
The visually impaired can actually do things that normal people like us can't.
And for that, I really really respect them.
I loved the boat ride most.
It gave me a different feeling towards life.
Too bad the cookies were out of stock.
Returned to school and I waited for Atok Nisa until 6pm.
I'm kind :D

Saw Shawn and Nifail when I was walking to the GG room.
Lols.
I bet they were finding some excuse to slack.
While waiting for time to fly, MinChyi bought Ice coffee.
What did SiRong buy again apart from the mash potato?
Forgot again :X
Than played Kim's game with CL, XinNi.
The naughty Carol and atok QianHong went to hide the container? with things.
Joked around with CL.
MinChyi went home early.
Played MONKEY with Carol, XinNi,AtokQianHong and SiRong.
After some injury and the same people as monkey, we rest-ed for a while.
Ended up playing in the Guides room.
It was around 5.45pm?
SiRong was wanting to go home.
Just like Carol.
While QianHong didn't want to go home.Yet. LIke me!
*High Five, ATOK!*
Then Nisa appeared.
She told us some GREAT news to us.
Won't tell ya. :P
Let's just say, CONGRATS ATOK NISA!!!!

Apparently, atok nisa was being a bad girl.
She eavesdrop on people's conversation.
Bad right?
Wonder who she learn from?
Heard some disturbing news but shrugged it off.
IT won't be true :D

Should be all.
Not as if I'll tell you everything.
Thats the end for now...

held on at Saturday, September 18, 2010